Hello all, it has been a super long time since I blogged. Alot has changed in my world in the last 5 years. I have 3 grand children now, alcoholic liver disease, and a job I start on Monday. Just 4 short days from now.
My sobriety was forced on me due to the liver disease. It wasn't a choice I made. But I like sobriety and now it's a choice I make every day.
Sobriety changes you. It changes your thinking, changes how you feel, and changes your relationships. I see people in an entirely different way than I did drunk. Hubby in particular. I still love him, but he drinks, in front of me every night and I find in disrespectful. He saw my struggle, my illness. I understand it's an addiction he can't control any more than I could control it. I'm not judging him. I dont fuss about it. But I do wish he'd do it outside. Anywho that doesn't tempt me.
I've been sober over a year and I dont even want it. My only weakness is a margaritas at the Mexican restaurant. That is hard to resist. It's like that cig after sex.
Anyway I hope to gwt back to posting again, maybe offer up some great content.
Thus post is just a taste of what all I have to talk about. So watch for more. Maybe some confession of a sober bitch stuff.
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