I hate my neighborhood and all the people in it.. Well most of them that is. I seem to have a reputation as a whore ever though I have done nothing wrong. You give a man and his kids a ride to a car wash ONE time and badabing.. badaboom... Ur a ho'. Doesn't matter if you touched the man or not. (I didn't by the way) All it takes is driving up to a football car wash with him and his kids with you and all the world is talking.

Number one. He is not my type.. Number two we had 6 kids with us on the way there and 7 kids with us on the way back and when the hell do they think we had time to get busy with that many kids anyway? Oh well. Im pissed and a little hurt that the ladies especially have snubbed me. But people I DID NOTING WRONG.

God wants us to help our fellow man every chance we get and I did just that and I never touched the man. Why cant people be as godly and they want the preacher and sunday school teacher to think tey are???

Anyway I called myhusband and cleared the giving a ride thing with him before I ever did it and he knows , and myu children know, and God knows that I did nothing wrong. So i guess this is just one of my trials of faith. Hope I pass. Well hate isnt part of Godliness, and I did say I "hate" I dont hate. I wish they liked me. IF I hated them I wouldnt care if they like me or not. I guess the appropriate word would be I dislike the way Im being treated and I dont understand why. But then again if I saw someone roll up with another man's husband I would probably be first in line to spread the word that they were getting busy behind the scenes. So In all actuality i guess i deserve this. Bring it on God. Maybe ill come out the other side of my shunning a better person.

I want to thank God fr all the good in my life and pray that he keeps everyone I love and care about, and all children, safe and hapy and healthy and out of harms way.

thats all
lissa